The thing I fear the most
My parents force me to do lots of things . Especially my mother . Things like learn hard, clean my room, fix things. And I do all those things. Exept for visting their relatives , attending the funerals and weddings .
My greatest fear is being in a crowded place. I 'll tell exactly how I feel when I go to a crowded place .
When I enter the place , hall I feel everyone else is looking at me . It is like they can count every single hair on my head. I feel they are watching every move I make , they can hear every sound I make. I can literally see they are minding their own business . But when I close my eyes for one second I feel like a criminal .
So I try to spend my life in my room , alone. In my room, there are no one to watch me , hear me and judge me. I make myself a prisoner .
It may be your choice.Do it.But try to pare with people.
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